Wednesday, August 09, 2006
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one ray of sunlight; x
1:39:00 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
love is patient;was i invading in on your secrets
was i too close for comfort
you're pushing me out
when i'm wanting in
what was i just about to discover
i got too close for comfort.
*
ninety miles outside chicago
can't stop driving
i don't know why
so many questions
i need an answer
two years later, you're still on my mind
whatever happened to amelia earhart
who holds the stars up in the sky
is true love once in a lifetime
did the captain of the Titanic cry
someday we'll know
if love can move a mountain
someday we'll know
why the sky is blue
someday we'll know
why I wasn't meant for you
does anybody know the way to Atlantis
or what the wind says when she cries
i'm speeding by the place where i met you
for the 97th time tonight
someday we'll know
why samson loved delilah
one day i'll go
dancing on the moon
someday you'll know
that i was the one for you.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:40:00 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
if you call, i will answer;all i need is you lord, thats why i need you so much more.
"Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."
1corint 13;12 may my eyes always be looking upwards god because faith looks upwards and regret only looks behind.
today is bad day for me :( haha maybe its not that bad but many things seem to have gone wrong today. number one: i had to wake up at ten COS i need to work for mummy. number two: i was a very helpful girl today so i helped aunti chris(mum's partner at shop) to take out some sticker stuff on the floor. she used a pen knife, i used a pen knife too but mr pen knife kinda hates me and i cut myself quite badly using it.I BLED FOR TWENTY MINUTES (like seriously) and while running to the toilet i dripped blood at the shop and at the corridor and on my jeans :( all because of a small and deep cut. bah bah bah pain pain. it was silly but i thought i was gonna die -.- number three: went to deposit money into my account and lo and behold when it came to my turn(AFTER PUTTING THE MONEY IN) they decided to break down and confiscate my money seriously seriously and so i had to queue and rectify the money issue. seriously. but then again without all these things happening, my time at the shop would have been woolalaly boring. oh well what a nice way to spice things up.
someday somehow, i want to make it with you/
one ray of sunlight; x
11:12:00 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
Father true and merciful
Bound to me with love
Adopted in free from all sin
Jesus Saviour glorified
Your offering none could give
I stand before You humbled and in awe
And all
To You God
For all You are to meThere is nothing like
There is nothing like
Your Love.. Your Love
Holy Spirit gift of God
(
Teach my soul to soar )
Train me in Your Holy ways oh Lord
I love you forever
I love you forever
I love you forever Lord.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:40:00 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
me me me oh maggie meei dont know what led me to go read melsie dearie's archives(sec3 &4) but i somehow did and man i miss those times.i dont know if anybody else feels the same but those were one of the best times of my life. its not like now its not( cos i dont regret the life im leading now) but back then it was when life was really carefree, where everything seems like you're walking through a garden with sunflowers, lollipops and candy floss growing out of the bushes and you're running with the rainbow behind you. HAHA i know bit far-fetched but the present? it pales as compared to those days. jc was so-so, a's were the worst time of my life i tell you and now, its carefree as in really freeeeeeee(to do anything to the extent of going hk, going trips with friends) but its a different type of freedom. something i can smell and eat but i, somehow am unable to savour it the
fullest. oh well i dont know do you know!? even though i kinda dont meet up with half of the 7788, those days wldnt be those days without them. in the mean time, mel win jean time to meet up! i realized ive become a un-nicer friend ever since dont know when. but time is like a sieve, helps you sift out those that will stay with you till the end and those who will always be mere acquaintances and all i can say is for now, im rather happy with my lot/loot, hows uni gonna be like? dont know dont know all i know is im starting out 0 in uni.
darker skies stir my brain juices more haha how ironic. on sunday there was a call for those who wanted to be in our father's business and i dont know but i never felt so convicted to do so so after some time i went up. why do i doubt you time and time again my lord? why is it so easy to look left and right and so hard to look up? what business of the lord am i suppose to be in? frankly i dont know but the word is trust and i believe he has has called me to something bigger than i can ever imagine if i could just stop doubting, stop looking down on the plans that he has for me.
ive got destiny and purpose
ive got everything i need
cos jesus, he lives inside of me.girl-friends, are the best.
one ray of sunlight; x
1:57:00 AM
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i, the Singer. ( look at my fans behind me -.-)
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Angie, the hk singer
one ray of sunlight; x
1:45:00 AM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
get up
come on
why're you scared
you'll never change
what's been and gone.
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one ray of sunlight; x
10:22:00 PM
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
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(lets put on party hats :) )
tomorrow's a brand new day;cant get to sleep can you! first question daddy asked this morning "how can you sleep for so long?' sigh i dont know whats up with me man i love sleeeping so much so its making me very very lazy. very lazy to get out of the house, very lazy to run,lazy to do quiet time,very lazy to swim and just when i really feel like playing tennis tmr we're stuck with only 3 ppl :( and today was a total waste of time helping mum at the shop, i practically stoned there for six hours cept for dinner and ribena -.- oh well. the reading bug caught me or vice versa, recently and tada i bought like three books! cant wait to devour them up!
im feeeling so fickle i feel like killing myself. its funnier when the other choice is almost 0. laugh with me, wont you? its strange because all the things i need to change about myself keeps coming out before me but why lord why is it so hard to just yield to you, to yield to that changing process? i want to be ready for you but i just cant seem to shed some of that old skin. i know what to do what to filter and what to seperate myself from but somehow somehow its been a lil difficult. help me lord, take that stubborness from me and mould me, break me. not by my strength but yours.
'cause i've got you to make me feel stronger
when the days are rough and an hour seems much longer
yeah when I got you
oh to make me feel better
when the nights are long they'll be easier together.
one ray of sunlight; x
2:10:00 AM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
desperate for changing
starving for truth
closer to where I started
chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
forgetting all I'm lacking
completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
you take all of me now
I'm falling even more in love with you
letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
and I don't know what I'm diving into
just hanging by a moment here with you
there's nothing else to lose
there's nothing else to find
there's nothing in the world
that could change my mind
there is nothing else
there is nothing else
there is nothing else.
phee-eee-weeeet.
i like this song like mad. :) anywayyyyyyyyy WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i can smell freeeeeeeeeeeom because this week is the last week at work. everybody just kill me and lock me up at home if i ever go to hn again okay? time to move on. :)
anyway anyhow things been really good lately and one of the reasons is cos one of my favourite friends for all time jessica teo zuan qin/tortoi is back! :))))) not for a day or two but for a YEAR! :) yay to you jessssssss. we have so much more to catch up.
today was a lazy day somehow. met up with pat pat pat and the rest for dg. we learnt about righteousness again! so amazing how everything seems to tie up and form that bigger picture. you know the more i learn and hear from stef or pat or anyone else, i begin to appreciate the death of jesus so much more. thats why never think you know everything and just block your ears when someone is teaching on somewhat the same topic because the spirit reveals things at different time, in season. all in all, abide retreat plus cell word on sat + dg today all was so good and refreshing. steal my notebook for reads! -_- after that slacked at sasa/stef's house for zillion of years, played settlers(getting sick of that even though i won twice today! HAHA). finally ate dinner at ah ma's. man i miss my grandparents :( took lil sis shopping at tbp for awhile today cos she was so sad daddy left for thailand for a week today. i think im a nice sister, dont you think so too!? -.-
haha recently despite being so busy with silly work im so proud i met up with ppl i have not seen in ten thousand yrs like fishy and elsy for eating lunch with me :) and supper/movie with some of the guys from 77 :) and and and t4-incomplete thanks to the silly jeanie beanie/weakling. haha miss you babe better come join us soon! and tmr supper with coolboy after my nine thirty to nine thirty day. GOD SAVE ME .zzzz.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:30:00 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
tell me your blue sky's fade to grey;bah bah bah its just a zzzz day of work and a sudden realization i have three more weeks to go before saying bye to stupid workplace. still tahaning but i guess of late ive been doing things out of my own strength and not of His( a whole lot of difference okay) thats why i feel kinda drained tonight. its not that bad but if it persists every night i might find myself hating work. :x anyway! sg idol last night did make me laugh till i wanna cry. i know no link citylink but it reminded me of LESTARI! where you boy?! your island no com/roaming devices? hahaha crack a joke soon okay. miss youu. JEANIE BEANIE i heart you (: and and and MELSIE write me more e mails i love your e mails (: ahhah.ooooh and where did FISHY go? miss you too girl! and and it just reminded me that cool boy's house nearly got burnt down ahhaha quite funny right. alright just thinking about funny thingg. alright think happy thoughts think uhmm
friendly thoughts. abit tired of finding diff clothes to wear to work, meetng the same colleagues everyday, walking to and fro to punch my card, waiting all by myself from nine to nine thirty, seeing the silly voucher bags get stuck in the stupid safe which i have no strength to unstuck(for these times, we thank rosa oh hail rosa), hearing her nag, hearing Her bull*. it just comes across as a bang in my face that the working world is really so political and so
scary. imagine working at that place for how many years facing that type of "world". im thanking the lord that im leaving soon seriously. so threatening somehow to watch them "fight" their "warfare"/ indeed we really need to pray for our workplaces/future workplace!ANYWAY ANYHOW for all those times i thank god for uncle ezra( if not later he thinks i dont appreciate him -.-) for the mailbox operations and having lunch with me :) believe it or not it did ease the zzz-ness. oh during this time of heghness, im happy i managed to squeeze a stayover at my bestest girlfrend's and a bangkok trip which was only mediocre but its okay!next time i shall not look forward to any trips so it'll be very fun :(
Matthew 11:29-31
29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."hold on, when you feel like letting go.
cause all of the stars have faded away, just try not to worry
you'll see them someday.
one ray of sunlight; x
12:48:00 AM
